Something's wrong with me lately. I lost my cool today twice in school. This is really so unlike me. Haiz. Maybe it's due to the lack of sleep and that's why I was rather hot tempered today. I guess you all were taken aback by my sudden outburst. Sheesh. Sorry.

I was mean to him! Aargh.. I guess you were not at fault for making a din in the canteen. After all, it's the canteen right? A place where everybody's supposed to be talking at the top of their lungs. Haiz... But why did I have to give him the dirty look when he walked past me?

The second time I felt really pissed was during math lecture. It was unfortunate that I had to sit in front of the two chatty girls (this is as nice as I can get). They kept talking non-stop even after the lecturer warned them. Haiz. It was hard to focus especially when the lecturer was talking at the top of her voice right in front of me and the incessant noise at the back. Sheesh.

GP compre test today was difficult. I couldn't find enough points for the summary and couldn't finish the application question. I think I gave some really lousy points and a few sweeping statements. It was too brief and the whole AQ wasn't organised enough. Oh wells. Must do better for gp next time.

Got back my Chinese results on Wed. It wasn't bad, but it wasn't fantastic either. The results was kind of expected because my standard is like that. I am glad that I've passed, at least I didn't fail. Ok, time to focus and buck up for the other subjects. Especially math. It's ironical you know, how you can spend so much time on math and still be lagging behind. Haiz.. All because of the 'self-study' chapters! We are on statistics now, not exactly my favourite topic but I'll try to like it :)
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To err is human, to forgive is divine.

Everybody have their own shortcomings, but I think their strengths far outshine whatever they lack. So that's why I should try to think the best of everyone! Sounds simple but in actual fact, it's hard to be nice to everybody. But it's even harder to practice what I preach (yeah right! more like encourage?), especially when I do not wish to be a hyprocrite.

When I was young, I was shielded from the harsh realities of life, however, as I grew older, I came to learn that people are complicated.

OUT!