I feel vulnerable now. The Physics paper was really tough. Or maybe I didn't study hard enough.. Damn.. Halfway through the paper I was wondering if I should have dropped Physics long before. This is insane, me thinking of dropping a subject while doing the Paper. Aargh. But the real problem is deciding which subject to drop. Physics or Econs? I'm not strong in both of them and dropping one will give me more time to concentrate on gp and the other subjects. In the past, when people talked about dropping, I would just steer clear from the subject matter. Thinking that I would be fine if I worked hard enough and put my 110 %. But till today, I still feel that I'm not giving my best. Dropping Physics would be risky for me because econs is kind of unpredictable. Dropping econs on the other hand does not gurantee that I will do well in Physics. Besides, dropping a subject is a waste of money.Aargh... Maybe I should wait until the results are out first. I felt real demoralised after Paper 2.. I hate this overwhelming feeling on weakness. Please please give me the strength to believe in myself again..

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