Swimming

Went for a swim after 1 month of procrastination. Something happened while I was in the toilet! Something embarassing. Ask me bout' it tomorrow and I'll tell you.. Ewww, something like what Bernie had told me before.. Yucks.. Felt so embarassed that I had to turn my head away twice. Gross.. Luckily I wasn't wearing my specs..

I feel mean about what I had said to my mother this morning. Aargh.. But somehow, I just can't bring myself to apologise to her. How? Blame it on my ego.. Maybe I'll do something for her later in the night. Sorry is the hardest word to say.

Got back some of my results and they aren't looking optimistic :(