5 reasons why I cannot become a tutor

1) I do not have enough patience
2) I tend to show favouritism
3) It's too stressful especially when unable to solve the problem
4) I cannot communicate well
5) I have no confidence in myself

For some reason, I feel quite lonely. Aside from going for interviews (shall elaborate more later), sending my resumes, daydreaming, playing computer games, eating thinking constantly of pizza hut and Jack's place, reading and envying people who are deeply in love, I've been sleeping for the rest of the time during this rainy season.

I went for this interview yesterday and the interviewer (his name is Francis) is real handsome. I am certain that my heart skipped a beat when I shaked his firm hands. He was so professional and pleasant! I felt rather uneasy and I was tongue tied. Too bad he's old for me (early twenties is considered old under my standards- especially when a student on vacation is dating a working adult! Just imagine...). Hopefully I can start work next year and work with Francis haha, when my bro goes to school and my parents go to work, then I wouldn't feel lonely anymore. My friend called to offer me this accounting job and I rejected the offer as it is only for 3 weeks. Now I'm beginning to regret because I've yet to find a 3-6 months kind of job.

There are many things that I wanna do with my first paycheck- I want to :
-shop for shoes and more bottoms
-shop for more clothes
-give my mother part of the money for shopping
-give some people a treat/spend on good food
-learn ice skating?
-buy rollerblades?
-Digicam
-SAVE!

I want to watch a movie tomorrow. I dare say that for the whole of this year, I watched only 1 movie and that was Memoirs of a geisha (which was in Jan). Go ahead and laugh! I feel like watching Borat and hanging out with my classmates. But I know its going to be difficult once we start working.

I've started watching the simple life. I like Paris Hilton better. The show is downright hilarious. Too bad it's only for half an hour.

OUT!