Went to Orchard with my mother today. Had lunch at Food Republic Wisma Atria. The food there was superb :)) Although a little overpriced. The black pepper chicken-hand-made- noodles was something that I had never tasted before. The noodles were softer than your normal spaghetti noodles. I wanted to eat the hokkien mee actually, but the queue was really long. Must go there and eat again next time. There's one at Vivo city also..

So we shopped at Tangs and mom really spent a lot on me for prom. Felt kinda bad but happy at the same time. If she had spent more for herself I would have felt better. The shopping didn't end until we reached Metro at Tampines. Metro aah.. what can I say about Metro? It's probably the last shop in TAMPINESIANS minds to shop for prom and yet, we are able to find essential stuff for prom right at our backyard. Haha.. We bought Xian's dress there, after shopping at Vivo and feeling real exhausted to the point of giving up, I bought heels from there after shopping at Tangs.

To make up to my mother, I've decided to find a real good high paying job next year and take her out for shopping on my first paycheck. The rest, hmm, maybe I can bring my family to eat chilli crabs at someplace. It's been so long since I last eaten crabs!

After prom, it'll be time for FEASTING! Although I'm already feasting now.. hehe.. yes!

PS: Do you all still wanna book a room for prom at the hotel. It's around 300 plus.. Ritz eh.. Still want to go for manicure and pedicure? $35 for both... and HAIR!!!aaah.. Wads our plan?

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Temptation

I feel like I'm living in Temptation Island. Lots of good food to eat. But I musn't! At least not until the end of the month. I'm hooked on this Hong Kong show, Triumph in the skies. At first, my only motivation to watch it was RON NG. He is super cute la. But the storyline is quite good.

Hopefully it dosen't rain later.. Going to the gym..

Happy Birthday XIAN!

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I managed to drag myself to the pool today. The feeling of being in the pool again was great. Cutting through the water at my own pace and letting random thoughts flow freely into my head. I thought of one cheap method to dye my hair. That is to swim frequently and let the chlorine get into the hair. Then slowly, the hair will turn brown.

I'm going to the gym tomorrow. Anybody wanna come along?

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I've got a decent prom dress from Vivo already! The shop where I bought the dress was really cool. They even have casual clothes at a reasonable price! Must go and visit there next time. Next will be heels.. Should I cut my hair this week? Or wait until on the day of prom itself then do everything together? I got a strong urge to change my hairstyle. I want to perm it! Ha! If I were to perm my hair, I would get her hairstyle (see picture above). Cool right?

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rarely irritated, positive, tough, non phobic, fearless, likes the unknown, self reliant, high self control, confident, trusting, strong instincts, prudent, optimistic, willful, likes parties, prefers a specialized career, takes charge, altruistic, strong, high self concept, adventurous, practical, thoughtful

Dreams

My weird dreams are back. It seems like the more I have these kind of dreams, the more tired I become. I've been sleeping really early these few days. This is not suppose to be the case right? I usually sleep at 12 last time when I was studying but now I'm sleeping like before 10pm. Aargh..

Anyway, here's what I dreamt 2 nights ago. I can remember the dream very clearly as it gripped me and 4 letters kept flashing in my mind. Not the f letter bad word.. but it is DSTA. Defence Science Technology Asia or something like that. I dreamt about bombs raining down on us.. As I saw other neighbouring blocks being hit by these bombs, I wondered if by block will be lucky enough. But I knew that I couldn't depend on luck alone for my survival. So I decided to escape. While escaping from someplace, I realised that I lacked survival instincts. If someone were to point a gun at me, I wouldn't know what to do. I would probably just die right away. I cannot outlive my enemy.

I decided to seek help, to appeal to the kindness of the human soul, regardless of differences in skin colour to hide me. Somehow, I led myself straight to the perpetrator's camp. Hotel actually. The lieutenent had a kind face. I started begging him to let me go. Torn by carrying out his duty and pricked by his conscience, he lowered the gun that he was pointing at me initially. From then on, his hotel was the place that I could hide. At night, his comrades will drink into the night while I hid in the small enclosed space below the bed. In the day, I was free to roam around the hotel but with the curtains drawn. I needed lots of self discipline and a high level of tolerance to lie for hours under the bed. I was grateful to him for risking his life to save me. But I knew this couldn't go on forever...
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Maybe I got this dream from a show that I've watched a long time ago. It's 'The Pianist'. Here is where DSTA comes into the story. I thought about how complacent I was. Taking security for granted. I was silently cursing myself for not being able to do more and contribute to my country. If I could (in my dream) at that time, I would definitely want to join DSTA to make Singapore safe. I realised theat despite all the grouses that we have about singapore, and the greener pasture that never fails to lure us to the other side, Singapore is really where I want to be deep down.

I must use the holidays to find out what I really want to do in the future..

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Now that the exams are over, I feel purposeless.. Haha.. It's ironic. I do not know what to do now.. I'm suffering from post-exam syndrome. Last night, I picked up a sudoku book and started doing the puzzles. So now, I'm not really purposeless. Must get myself in shape from prom.. I have to get a decent prom dress..

The TAMPINES library is having some science exhibition. It's kinda cool. Tried playing the games there. So childish right? It's much better than the Science Centre that I've last visited.
Haha..

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Physically and mentally drained

I'm tired, really tired. Just can't wait for this whole nightmare to be over. I really should be studying now..Aargh.. Tomorrow will be the most taxing day of the whole exam period. Physics in the morning followed by 2 econs papers. Aargh.. and I haven't even revise for econs for tomorrow! But then again, friday will be the official last day of the exams and then I can put all my notes away and never see them again. This past week and the last have been really frustrating. Too many difficult papers and I didn't know how to do so many questions! Aargh.. I'm thankful that I have been able to make it till today. Haiz.. no point getting frustrated anymore..

I'm looking forward to swimming again after the 'A's! and shopping for prom at vivocity!!! Aaahh, spend money like nobody's business liddat..haha.. And slacking and watching all the tv programmes the whole day without feeling guilty or whatsoever!

But for now, back to studying...