Swimming

Went for a swim after 1 month of procrastination. Something happened while I was in the toilet! Something embarassing. Ask me bout' it tomorrow and I'll tell you.. Ewww, something like what Bernie had told me before.. Yucks.. Felt so embarassed that I had to turn my head away twice. Gross.. Luckily I wasn't wearing my specs..

I feel mean about what I had said to my mother this morning. Aargh.. But somehow, I just can't bring myself to apologise to her. How? Blame it on my ego.. Maybe I'll do something for her later in the night. Sorry is the hardest word to say.

Got back some of my results and they aren't looking optimistic :(

Short hair

Went to cut my hair today. I asked for shoulder length but damn, I lost my ponytail. I kind of look like Sawyer from lost with this new hairstyle. Aagrh.. and when I attempt to tie it, I'm left with a very very tiny ponytail which looks like a stick. And if I don't tie it, I look messy and out of place.. How?? Thanks to the layering, my hair is thin now :(

Meanwhile, I'm not even done with my revision.

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Bernie's concert lasted for about 2 hours. The stage was a tad too cramped for all the percussion instruments including those exotic ones. During the interval, we saw Daniel Ong and Jamie Teo. Someone said that Ezann Lee was also there. Seeing them perform on the stage made me wanna perform too. Aargh.. I'm missing my flute now. But at the same time, I want to learn how to play a new instrument. Something big- a cello. I don't want to let my musical skills go to waste. My instructor used to tell me that once I've mastered playing an instrument, it will stay with me forever. But is it true? I can remember how to read notes and the fingering for the flute but the same cannot be said twenty years down the road.. oh ya.. and I like latin music.

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Joakim! Joakim! Joakim! I resisted smsing for him.. Hopefully he gets through this round. So cute to watch him dancing. He reminds me of the younger son of the police from 'police and thief'.

Still got tons of revision for both physics and chem. I studied halfway and gave up for chem. Just didn't have the drive to study for chem anymore. It's too energy consuming. I've lost it and now I've to find it back slowly. I can, and I will.. As for physics, the momentum is slowly picking up.. It's hard to be good at both.. It's either one or the other for me.. Ok, let's see.. In sec school, Physics came first because of some reasons. I found chem to be hard last time. Maybe it's because I didn't put in enough effort. But when I did, the focus shifted. Mathematically speaking, physics is inversely proportional to chem. But now, I dunno what to believe in anymore. I should just follow my heart and see where it takes me to.. haha.. sounds lovey-dovey..
In short, I'm exhausted. Don't bother about what I had just written.

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It's been so long since I last blogged..2 weeks? Only 5 words to describe the hols: SLACK.. Went to school for the first week, went out with friends on the second. and... Mr R's farewell party on fri!!! I ate loads of food.. Countless hotdogs, crabsticks, 1 chicken wing, barbequed chips, sambal stingrays (shared), 1 1/2 potato, 1 corn, mushmallows, bee hoon, fruits etc etc.. haha.. Took 15 home and reached home in 15-20 mins.

It has been raining. Couldn't swim for the whole of the last week but at least I got to work out in the gym :) We saw the emperor and empress of Japan at the National library (with Kidsread). Didn't get the chance to check out the books there though.. Ironical huh?

Half of the hols are gone already.. Need to start studying and complete all the assignments...sigh.. and try to understand Physics of Fluids.. I was sleeping during his lectures with the exception of the last physics lecture.. :) To think I felt kind of sad during that lecture and made an extra effort to stay awake to 'enjoy every moment of it'..haha.. it was a short one anyway and although I was awake, I wasn't really listening.. haha..

The ending of Women of times was disappointing. I wanted Xiyi to go back to Zengtu.. haiz..

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